Love can’t sustain what doesn’t sustain it.

I came up with a new, unknown feeling today… my heart longing for things to have turned out differently, while the rest of me is no longer trying to change it anymore. It’s a mix of sadness and resignation, something I don’t quite know how to identify. I don’t know if this is how giving up on someone feels like… or if this is how moving on feels.

It doesn’t feel exciting, or happy, or full of enthusiasm like when you’ve won something. Because I haven’t won anything. I’ve lost so much. This breakup has cost me so much. This is as much as I can give it. I have nothing more.

I can’t change anything that happened. I can’t break your silence. I can’t change your choices. I can’t rewrite our story. This is me wishing things had been different, but knowing they won’t be.

Love is still here, sadness is still here… but something else has made its presence, and everything else is starting to leave. What a strange, heavy feeling this is..

One can love unconditionallly but not limitlessly...

24/08/2025

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